| It's only a few days after graudation and I've already stuffed up.. |
[Jun. 13th, 2004|11:23 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  disappointed | ] |
I can't believe I didn't think to ring Andi right away. I just wanted to announce it to the whole world.
I didn't even write it in here first.
I'm going overseas to play soccer in France for 3 weeks.
Aparenttly one a soccer scout was at one of my games last year and contacted Mum and Dad about this oppertunity of a life time (that's what my parents said) and they've been thinking about it and decided to suprise me as a graduation gift.
I can't believe they didn't tell me anything about it.
I still can't believe I didn't ring Andi.
It's 2 days after graduation and like I've said: I've already stuffed up. |
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| It's over but the fun is just beginning |
[Jun. 11th, 2004|03:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  excited | ] |
After all my nervousness about graduating I was actually reasonably fine about it. The third one to graduate I was waiting for our principal (or is it now my old prinicpal?) to say:
"Melissa Banks"
It hit me I'm actually ready for college. This summer is going to be about having fun, spending time with Andi and relaxing. I honestly am now glad to get out of highschool. I'll be seeing mostly everyone in UConn next year.
Okay yeah I'm a little upset about all the people actually going somewhere for college, but I'm really happy at the prospect of meeting new people. I just can't wait till I can get away from everyone from SHS myself. (apart from Andi of course) |
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| A chapter coming to an end but a new one's just beginning.... |
[Jun. 9th, 2004|01:41 pm] |
I wish I knew how I could express all this. I'm Graduating on Friday.
It's going to be over by the beginning of next week.
Finished.
Kaput.
Maybe I should look forward to what I'm doing next.
But I don't know.
I'm Going to UConn but for what? |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 1st, 2004|03:57 pm] |
I did a stupid thing.
I gave the band a gig before we talked about it, man this sux... I'm hoping that they'll all belive it's a joke anyway.
Crap. |
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| T Minus One hour and counting |
[May. 23rd, 2004|11:50 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  nervous | ] |
I'm just about to go pick up Andi to go to prom I'm already in my suit and I have my flowers (Roses) and some candy for her
I have to say I'm nervous and excited at the same time. I think I might ask Andi to be my girlfriend tonight I don't know. I know she likes me and I like her but should I? Or should I wait until tomorrow? |
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| Prom tomorrow |
[May. 21st, 2004|06:30 pm] |
I can't believe it's prom tomorrow I mean it seems so weird! I'm excited and nervous all at the same time.
I can't wait to see Andi and everyone else It makes me feel sad though that this will be one of the last times we'll be all together as a group. |
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| She kissed me! |
[May. 17th, 2004|07:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | ecstatic | ] |
After getting over the shock of it all on Wednesday I have completly forgotten to say that Andi also kissed me on Wednesday night (but then her brother interuppeded us before we could finish :()
I can't believe it she really does like me! And this will be the first meaningful relationship I've had in awhile. |
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| She Said YES!!!! |
[May. 12th, 2004|03:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | ecstatic | ] |
It's offical: Andi and I are going to the prom together! I'm so happy I can't wait! (I'm sounding girly here arn't I?) I can't wait till the prom now. Really! Now all I have to do is wait till class elections are over (I got nominated for most atheltic which is weird but oh well) and life will be perfect. |
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| SMS Letter |
[May. 11th, 2004|08:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  amused | ] |
I got this today from Mrs Carlson in English I can't believe we did actually get this back I decided to keep a record of this in my journal.
( SMS letter )
I still think it's weird that we had to write letters to ourselves and also I guess one of my dreams didn't come true- I didn't get into NYU.- Well there is a bright side to all this: I don't have to get my butt kicked by my eighth grade self! |
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| Survay Thing |
[May. 10th, 2004|07:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
Yes I relise I did one at the very beginning of my journal but I figured it needed to be updated with another one so heres a 2003 survay (Though please note I'm doing this for the whole of Senior year!)
( 2003-2004 ) |
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| Prom Date |
[May. 10th, 2004|06:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | nervous | ] |
Okay Bentley all you have to do is ask her on Wenesday. You can do it! (God now I sound like that guy off the Waterboy) Asking Andi to the Prom should be easy right?
Right???
Oh I forgot that no one can answer me on this.
I can ask her I've asked people before why is this so different?
Because it's Prom that's why and what if she already has a date? What if I left it to late like NYU? I hope not. |
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| Another Update? Wow |
[May. 8th, 2004|09:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
I decided to do a proper update- the first time in awhile that's happened I think I'll put this in order:
College
I've been thinking about who to ask for a roommate I don't know if I want some random dude sharing a room with me in college or someone that I know. I'm not sure.
Prom
This is been the topic around school latley and I think I know who I want to ask. It's just if she says yes or not. That's what I'm most nervous about. Her saying no.
Graduating
Graduation's been on my mind a lot resently and I've been wondering what happened to all these years? They've gone by so quickly. |
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| Funnies! |
[May. 8th, 2004|04:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
Found this site from someone- can't remember who but I find this funny. So Apparently I'm going to be cheating on a test sometime soon.... lol :-) |
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| Graduation |
[Apr. 13th, 2004|05:53 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pessimistic | ] |
It might be early but I've started thinking about Graduation. I can't believe it's nearly here. Just yesterday I was having trouble writing that stupid sms graduation letter and soon I'll be reading it again. I don't even know what I wrote.
I've also started wondering what would happen with the band. With Alan and I at UConn and Rocker in Stoneybrook and Trev who knows where at this point how is it going to work out? Are we going to have to dispand?- I hope not.
It seems so long ago I was aching to get out of SMS it seems like I was there forever but really it was only 3 years. I wish I knew what College was going to bring to me but the truth is I dont... and thats what makes me scared. |
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| Looks like UConn |
[Apr. 11th, 2004|12:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | blank | ] |
I didn't get in.
I don't believe it.
Aparently the letter was sitting on the table last night but I just walked straight by it- too excited about the tour I guess.
So the band wont be splitting up next year after all. I don't want to go to Stoneybrook U it was just a saftey net to keep my parents happy so it looks like UConn for me.
Yippiee. |
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| Tour For Rockers Front Yard. |
[Apr. 10th, 2004|12:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | ecstatic | ] |
We've decided (well Alan and I have anyway) that Rockers front yard is going to go on a tour, which is going to be AWESOME! I can't wait.
All I have to do now is to figure out where I want to go to collge. I haven't heard from NYU yet but Stoneybrook U and UConn have both accepted me. But where to choose? Do I want to stay in the area with the rest of the gang or go to NYU? (if I get in?)
It's so confusing. |
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| Austin Bentley Here |
[Apr. 8th, 2004|08:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  mellow | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
I finally decided to get one of these Livejournal things.... Alan, Josh, Pete and Logan rave on about them so much that I decided to try one out and see what the big deal it is. Alan's warned me that they can be a bit addicting but I think that should be fine.
I noticed that quite a lot of the high-school is on here. Oh and this survay thing was on here so I decided to put it in:
( Indroducing Austin Bentley )
Song I'm working on:
( Three Words )
Ahh I'm going to bed. |
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